I-Like-Catts

Its 2 am. I have to get up in 3 hours. I should be sleeping but instead I'm awake in my bed crying over you. I fucking need you. I fucking miss you. The hardest part about this is I didn't even mess anything up you just "need someone els". I wish you would have decided that 7 fucking years ago. I can't eat or sleep but ill put on the happy smile, dab a bit of foundation under my eyes and say 'congratulations' when you introduce me to your new boyfriend. I never knew it was possible to cry until you puked, I probably lost a few pounds doing it too. I'd give anything for you to be mine but I'd give everything for you to be happy.

Me: i can't help but feel stupid every time I talk to you. Ex: Uhh.. I'm sorry??? Me: Don't be sorry it's just...you're always proving me wrong or when I find out something cool you already know it... Ex: Well I am going to Collage so of course I'd know more math and science than you who are going to Beauty School. Me: yeah but... I bet you don't know how to unroll a cotton ball!! Ex: You're such a dork... (I think I won that round. )

I finished the scarf about two days ago at 5am and the scarf is exactly 50 ft long... I will post pictures when I am able to unroll the scarf at the park to get the whole I just need to fins about 3 to 4 people to do so.